Believing that I am not old
Living alone may have given me a warped perspective of my aging. Nobody around who gives me a perspective. When I think about myself, I believe that I'm much younger than I actually am.
There is a wall size mirror at 24 Hour Fitness in Apple Valley. This mirror is there so that club members may admire themselves as they exercise. Before, I did not pay much attention to myself in that mirror. But yesterday, I looked. And an old man stared back at me.
Kind of stooped over. Not standing straight up. Walking with a lack of youthful coordination.
Could this be the reason that I'm confused about not doing things that I used to do?
Too old to RV?