Why am I sad? Good question. I believe that I am able to help you understand by relating some stories.
Yesterday I was sitting in the yard here at Pete's home. Pete was with me. I asked Pete if he could know what his future was going to be, would he choose to know it? We both agreed that to know our future would be a terrible thing. Both of us would not want that!
This morning I received an email from Reader Carolyn. It seems that Carolyn has been reading my blog starting at the beginning. She is up to February 12, 2005. On that day I was living in the Pueblo of Santa Rosalia and camping in front of the Cubilete Sports Bar. Each nite before closing, they played a song inside the bar. It is called "A Quien" and is sung by Karina. It is a very sad and haunting song about love that has flown away.
This song is a music video on YouTube. As I listened to the song this morning, it came to me that back in 2005 I did not know what my future would bring. Now, I do know what my future would bring me. And in that knowing, I am sad.
10AM - Good therapy!
I do not know why, but after I wrote the 7am post above, I felt much better! MsTioga and I drove from our Camp at Pete's home to downtown Sonoma. We are camped [here] right now. I am going to walk around this neighborhood mainly searching for a place to eat breakfast.
Sonoma is a cute little city. I get good vibes from being here.
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